Sinking into my deathbed
My blood floats around me
Cushoning the blows
Of the burning hatred I see
My wounds are open
Baring my flesh to more pain
Sink your fangs into me
There is nothing more to gain

Sitting here in my corner
Laying in the dust
Listening to everyone
Talk of death and lust

I've never felt so lonely here
Never felt so bored
Never needed help this much
Why dont you ask you're Lord?

I dont know why I'm writing this
I dont know who to tell
But I can feel your sweetest kisses
In the depths of hell

Bleeding misery
Why cant I run
My bleeding wrists
Scream from the depths of hell
Darkest desire
I love the blood!

I slip into darkness
Fallen from the sky
I feel tremendous pain
So much I wish to die

My blackened soul descends
To wallow in my demise
I hold my cloak to my chest
To shield me form your lies

A trickle of blood leaves me
Fallinh like bloodies tears
My soul has left
But not my fears

I live for the night
For raspberry crosses
For the scratching of fingernails
And for you

I'm sorry for trying
I must have been high
Its all been a nightmare
My life is a lie

What was I thinking?
Now I know it cant be
The spotlights are blinking
Whats wrong with me?

I wont blame you for your coldness
I just wanted love
Hate me for my boldness
Your heaven above