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This bits gonna be all about the summer of 2000. It was one of the best summer's I ever had! Last summer was one of the best summer's I've ever had. It was also the first time I fell in love. Soppy, it maybe, but its true!!! Y'see, last summer I had my first ever summer romance. Well, I had two actually! But more about them later. |
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Ok, here we have Laurie, Ben, John and Daz. I was involved with Ben and Daz, not at the same time tho!
This is the raft race pic from last year and me and Emmer first got to see it at Laurie's house all the way over in Deeping St James! 
Above we have Dan. He's cool. And cute! 
Ok, here we have some people from Deeping as you may have guessed! Bottm to top, its Daz, Karl, Tom, Laurie, and someone who I have no idea who it is. I've never met him. Well, I've never met Karl, but I still know who he is. BUt the blokie at the back I dunno who it is. 
Ok, this is Tom and Daz, (Daz is the one with the geetar!) Tom's the one that first came over with Laurie, He's cool. I never really did get to know him that well. I just knew him to say hi to and that, but never really did find out what he was into. |
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And above, we have Iain and Lorenzo (Emma's ex). I dont think this photo (or photo's) do Iain justice as you cant see his full cuteness! He's actually really sweet and cute when you get to know him. And he's incredible to flirt with! And the Laurie (or Lorenzo) is a great bloke, although he now hates me, for one reason in particular, that I'd like to point out is not true. Who am I kidding? He's never gonna read this! 
Ok, these are the guys that I was seeing last year (not at the same time obviously) I was made up when I first saw Daz (thats the one on the right), Mainly because he looks soo much like Antony Wilson. I had such a big crush on Antony for, like, two years before I met Daz and when I realised what he looked like, it made my year!
In this piccie, Ben (thats the one on the left) looks like Andy Taylor, and he's kinda freaky (Andy, not Ben) its not really a good thing. He's scary! 
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When I think back to start of last summer, I think of all the good times I had. And of all the new fone numbers I got. But only one of them really mattered. (The second one was still to come.)
His name was Ben and we spent nearly every minute of every day wrapped up in each other. He may have lived 60 miles away, but we still had an amazing relationship. We never got to see each other, but we met eventually, even if it was after the relationship had ended!
But after awhile, we both realised the relationship wasn't going anywhere (and I realised he was just in it for sex!) and we decided to go our seperate ways. But what made me realise that it was time to find somebody new was the fact that he was gonna do the dirty on me. So we agreed to stay friends and keep in contact. And we still spoke everyday, just like before.
But I couldnt help feeling that something was missing. And I knew what that something was. There was a Ben shaped hole left in my life. And I didnt think anyone else could fill it, apart from Ben. But thats where he came along!!! Darran helped me to realise that you can really love someone and just know that they love you back. I think Daz was the first boy I ever truly loved. And I dont think I'll ever love anyone like I loved him.
we used to talk everyday, but then about a month into the relationship, he started to get bad feelings and decided he thought it'd be best if we remained friends.
We got on really well as friends at first, but then he decided he hated me and stopped talking to me. But we're talking again now. Not like we used to, but its a start I guess.
Looking back, I dont regret getting into a long distance relationship and if I was to do it all again, I definitely would if the time and place were right. But not now, not yet. I've got too much going for me right here at home. I dont wanna risk throwing that away, again! |
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